Monday, April 17, 2006

Haiz... siianz le... writin blog... now blog is 4 me to express myself or even tell a person wad i wish i could say de.... =(

Yster on the phone wif u......... so far how u feel abt me? good mahz? i dun think sooo...... haix....
dunno wad im i writin actualli oso. Nw i onli nw i writin all things i wish i dare to say n my xin li hua...
To me u bad not le.. can counter tt is the best guy hu jio me so fast le.. cant realli c ur bad point... mayb is wad ppl say is true.. love is blindli... or i dun wan to find out..
Ur piglet to b is important bcuz this was ur 1st present n ur onli love gift from euu.. dun thiink i will receive or except another wan le..
Writin this entry mayb is hurtful mayb juz to let u noe wad i realli wish to say n wad in my miind..
Mayb is i dun love u that much that u love me or i ai de bu dou shen ba.. nvm :).. all past le.. i din regret at all.. cuz dun feel any regret n i realli din choose wrong person is juz tt i dunno how to treasure it well..
N dun u noe tt we got abit of communication break down mahz... haiz

Tis mornin when out 4 breakfast intend tt u will eat wif me.. but too bad u come too late.. n dun eat ur breakfast!! need me to force u ar.. niice mah.. tt meal =).. mayb is the last meal u wif me le... I dunno wad u thiink but feelin tell me tt u wan to patch wif me...Am i rite?
Actualli is cousin not ther i oso dunno wad i will go le... HUG u mahz? hahaz feel doin tt when i walkin toward the lift..

REFLECT le...............................................................................................................
Ask myself.. How come we break?Y like this? do I luv u?Do i regret mahz?
BREAK? cuz of FRENZ worth it mahz? cuz of me.. i dunno hw to thiink.. REGRET? got use mah?
......ALOT OF QUESTION MARK AROUND ME.......
GOTTA work hard is i realli love u......i still dunno u well.. i dunno how to find out nvm.. but the worries n care is still ther... like nwdays i noe tt u not feelin well n keep goin out at nitez ton!!... make ppl abit worry..
ALL NO USE LE... >.<.. I GIVE UP LE..... rmb tt chinese msg i send u mahz... it stated if u receive back the msg mean tt person love you.. but u din send me back make me disappointed... =(.. wo hen shi wang.. but nvm le.. wo shi xin le.. i tell myself i giive up le.. my heart beat wil still will beat 4 u but i will let it stop ASAP de... since nw u dun love me le.. wad 4 i go love u more.. IF U REALLI LOVE ME THEN PROVE TO ME BA or LET THE FAITH B.. choice in ur hand le.. lao gong.. my last time call u le...

WAD I NV 4GET IS.. ur comment abt wad i ned to change n ur gift ty much.. i learnt alot thiing le...hope u come n read this entry =)... take carez.. wish u all the best... bye

4/17/2006 01:57:00 AM