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Thursday, May 18, 2006

Haiz... 15yrs le.. Im still so shi bai.. cant believe.. im so stupid n naive.. donno wad to do.... sianz.. realli tried of everthings.. tired of my life NOWS, ppl around me, problems of mine.. :S.. hu will realli stand beside me? friends? sistas? teacher? parents? relatives? outsider???..

NAH.. none of the bove.. No1 will care or gimme a hand not even my ex do.. Everyone in this world is juz so cruel... Everyone cares abt themselves before they cares abt other.. :S

They cant gimme a hand but they can fool around to make u happi 4 a moment.. tt it.. it is enough 4 me.. Mayb is i too greedy.. i dun thiink it enough 4 me at all..

Cause wad i need is not juz onli make me happy.. Hope realli they juz 1 person tt will hear me nag share all my prob wif.. n of cause he or she am trusted aloots... :D

But this ppl is rare, hard to find.. :(.. until now i still cannot find :(... wad i found was ppl i trust but in the end betray me...... SISTER? cannot be trusted too.. hiasss.. Dunno is she gort her own motives.. or i trusted a wrong person.. haiz.. until now again... everytime when i tot she or he realli can b frens 4ever or b my dear 4ever ther always someone or us make the relation.. turns sour.... :S.. is this a need? juz a fren will do marh?

Love a person is easy but how bout 4get tt person.. is veri veri diffcult.. :(.. i believe every1 try it b4... is juz like 4get ur lover... u love tt person abit n u n him haf ur happi moment once b4 it will alway in ur mind.. n those sweet talk he gib euu.. will alway in ur mind until 1 dae u realli 4get him..

To me.. realli appreciate those daes n memoriies he gimme... n those sad daes n memories tooo
Mayb ppl thiink tt i veri silly since break liao then 4get him ba.. Singapore still alots of guy waiting 4 u.. but i choose not too be like tat.. cuz i believe onli faithful n trust will last a relationship long... So.. i choose to b zhiong xin :D... but the condition get worse....... the like is ther but the trust get little n little.... n oso due too outsidertellin story to hiss parent.. make me feel tired n oso it a wrong knowin this person.......hiasss..... Hope tat he n his parent will noe how i feel n oso everything will ok.. *peace*

Think tt we cant b fren anymore...... :D.. hao ba.. let the faith b... wiish u will patch wif ur wenn :)




5/18/2006 08:43:00 PM