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Saturday, November 04, 2006

Yawns!.. Loong Loong tym bo write my entries le.. come in n update hw my life.. my life nw is more n more miserable.. SAD n HEARTBROKEN...

Mayb i shldnt trust that person soo much.. i shldnt trust ani1 more then myself =x.. sigh... i realise in tis social.. 10 out 11 are BAD guys.. guess u all think i make a mistake le bah.. 11?.. lols.. i not wrong.. it simply say that ther NO good guys in the world.. GOOD guy extinct in long tym ago.. :) ani1 agrees? haas..

Maybe i totally dont love him le bahs.. i dun even know wad happen actually.. in a suddent i hate sleeping beside him.. irritated.. dunno why.. tell myself mayb if becos i moody.. i dunno.. i tell myself will b fine.. mayb next tym i wont be liddat.. this feeling wont happen again... but guess it will never never happen again.. cos really dun wish to go ur hse.. due to argument.. u ask me go back.. happily ask me go happily ask me out.. OMG... i just feel ashamed goin to ur hse stay.. last tym is other think that it soo shamful ton at bf hse.. but nw.. me myself feel that so shameful.. i dun even noe i go ur hse for.. sigh..

Rmb yst nite... u tell me wad.. u not as gud as wad i think.. indeed yah.. u not as good as wad i think as 1st SO WAD? wad think soo BAD? liar? theif? or wad? i dun even KNOW... ALOTS of things u nv tell me.. example? ur past? lols.. u urself know i dun really see ur true color.. In a relationship "trust" is a veri veri important thing!.. the very 1st thing we cant do it.. i dun think we haf ani reason to de 2getderr... i totally trust u.. back wad i get LOL.. lies.. tell myself.. u tell lies cos u wan my attention.. my attention to u NOT enffu.. btu u dun wan tell me the truth.. sigh.. i dun wan think to much ler.. i afraid.. those nonsense i think was wrong.. if relationship remain liddat i guess.. i wont wait 4 u de.. HAHAS.. i dunno.. dun wish to think too much ler...

After that stupid argument no calls no msg.. LOLs.. i really dunno WHO am I to u.. U luv me anot.Mayb i shld MIA.. think those think carefully!




11/04/2006 01:29:00 AM