Thursday, December 14, 2006
Nth special today waiting ferr my hp ring waiting 4 that particular person to cor me.. haas just dunnoe why i will haf that feeling. Mayb i haf a wrong choice tat nite.. lols nvm it not my 1st time choose a wrong choice. Cant really remember when i guess 2 days ago, he did ask me to out 4 countdown but i rejected cos 1 gurl n 1 boii dun really will haf topics to tok. I just afraid we will lack of topic n make de event bored so i choose to let him go wif fren. but hw i noe his fren = his ex =.= sian1/2 nearly wanna tell him can dun go wif ex.If u dunwan to celebrate wif fren that day i celebrate wif u.. the next msg i read was.. mayb i jio my ex patch wao kaos.. that feeling was lyk shit.. zi kao heart pain that i realise kaos.. i got feeling ferr him liao.. din think much i replied him.. o.O that gud luck.. guess after that msg i bo reply animore msg =(..
Hours later..... i sms him n ask him.. if u success jioin ur gf patch le rmb to tell me.. inadvance i congrat u 1st.. haas.. jia euu.. he replied that msg..wad he reply was.. i dun think can.. cos nxt yr both of us haf O level paper.. i said O.o.. that gud... then both of u can study together? unlike miee.. replied haas we study the different skool. i was ther kao u gimmin me abit of hope that there will b a chance u jioin me again.
Never think much animore.. after the msg.. i was lyk a idiot waiting 4 his msg again until nw sigh.. i hope he understand my feeling n did read my blog =(.. i post my blog address in Buddy Chat Log so many tym.. he cant notice it or? he dun wan to notices wad i say.. haish... nvm bahs if he not mine, so be it..
this song oso telling him.. i afraid that feeling will gone... haish.. hope he noe wad i trying to say or do bahs.. sigh.. i go watch VCD lerr... pen off~ gonE darLinqq
12/14/2006 03:22:00 AM
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