Sunday, August 12, 2007

things will never get wells .

things will never ever get wells . nothing is impossible ii believe budd if no ones gonna change things will never get well .

is LOVES a start of PROBLEMS MAKER ?

yea . ii think so bahs . things never get wells since the second weeks of mye relationship . whye thanks to me . is LADIES always the ones start the quarrel ?

maybe ?

ii askedd a lots of girls about mye problems . for my age range friends will always support whardd ii doing . for girls about 18 - 20 will aways gimme a better advise .

advise will always bbe the same . sit down n talk to him every things in peace . iif can't settle maybe is faith wanna gives iue MORE experiences .

ii did even ask boys about it .

for my age range will be maybe give him times to change bahs .

older dhen me (18 - 20) will alway gimme a lame ADVISE . see far will be the best . another wayys tuhs explained it is . CLOSE ONE EYE N OPEN ONE EYE .

some will gimme a WORSE ADVISE . ignore is the only ways to last iur relationship .

if ii just wanna last my relationship ddo iue things is there a need for me to give in things ii can ? or rather i'm ii that "UGLY" and "FAT" till nobodies wants me ?

"CLOSE ONE EYE N OPEN ONE EYE" people who said that are just entertaining me . thinkk ii dunno . cause they never put me in they shoe . DAMN ASS !

due tuhs YAN that "good" n "nice" gal (my boyfriends views) n BF, wj conversion n Yan n me conversion ii happen tuhs be UP SAD for days . i not alright at all . my appearance show that i'm fine budd iinddeed i'm not at all . till 10 Aug, Sat nights when i having dinner with him . ii toldd him i'm not fine . he did't even realise that . Oh my godness . after dinner we went tuhs bedroom .

CONVERSION IS ABOUT LIKE THIS *.

. weijie : SORRY

. exanne *: . surprised . BLURS * .

. exanne : whye .

. weijie : nothings . promises iue I WON'T CONTACT YAN ANY MORE .

. exanne : no ! she was the ONLY listening ear iue haf . iue can't be telling me every single things . is ookkayys . that is iur ONLY listening ear . ii dun wiish iue becos of me iue LOST a pair of listening ear , lost a good friend .

. weijie : NO!. is okkayys . i can lost a friend bud not DAR .

END.

withoudd thinking . ii believes whardd he say . feel betters bud not TOTALLY .

just nice FAT call me . he ask me wanna go St James drink . ii askkedd wj to join me . cos ii was there hoping ii will drunk n split oud every things i wish to tell him . bud me n fat got CONFLICT so we did't go .

after that wj misunderstood me . he told ii LOVES tuhs go DRINK . LOVES n MISSES alcohol . so he ask most of his camp mates wanna go drinks .

we rush back from tiong bahru . i haf my bath n make up n we go oudd ler . we went to my mum's hse n takke money after that we went tuhs KALLANG . old police post guard . to meet his friends .

the whole night we will over there having drink n chew up . is bored over there bud ii dunch really mindd cos ii believe there dunch really got the chance to chew up like dis thous every days got see each others more dhen one times . andd i spent my time thinking about that matters . after the chew up it was about 4 .30 am ? we went backk to his hse .

as normal both sleep together . he always the one sleep first andd i gotta suffer his snoring . ii takke a long times tuhs make myself go lala land . ON MY WAY to lala land he tappedd my ass n slightly pushedd me . i woke up n went to toilet . after that i can't get back my lala land . =.= . no choice . gonna force myself to go back there again .

AGAIN ! on my way dhere he tappedd my ass n diis time round he pushedd my leggs to the FLOOR n he shifted himself to the centre of the bed n sleep .
WHARD THE HELL CAN IUE IMGINE ?!

of cos i woke up . n moves to another bedd tuhs sleep . when he woke up was about 10plus . he come to me and woke me up asking me whye ii sleep there .

i told him thanks to him , pushedd me to the ground . he luff n said did ii ?!.
whardd the hell nors .

nevermindd maybb is he really sleep till forgets me .

he askedd me about maple stuff . asking me to show him all my items . just nice a friend of his called Zoey played his acc . n he call n check with her . did she on his char now . after that he wants Zoey to help him xfer items . items was mine . =.= ii diin even say wanna gibb him nors . Zoey agree to help him . withoudd thinking of whard he said . he was so HAPPY to THANKS n MUACKS Zoey on fone . i was just beside him and he ddo that . he smile n stick oud his tongue to me . and ii give him back a evil smile . yea .

i din really gets angry about it bud i just felts bits bits of DISAPPOINTMENT . ii was there n he can show me that . ii was there thiinking wakaos .so heng that person he KISS was Zoey not Yan . iif is Yan ii make sure ii won't lets things off so easy .

after that ii went back to bed and thinks . maybe becos i just simply not IMPORTANT tuhs him . so he can do that infront of me withoud doubts .

maybe ii just haf to ddo like guys said CLOSE N OPEN ONE EYE . till the end i can't stand it . (:

hao ler ii go ler . LONG STORY ! sorry READERS ! =x

8/12/2007 11:31:00 PM