Saturday, August 04, 2007
thinkk i enddedd mye relationshipp .
i dunch wish too .
budd i haf too .
cos all along he never loves me .
ii loves him . that whye i dunno how to sayy oudd dis 3 word .
bud he can .
few weeks ago my six sense gimme a feeling he dunch love me .
i told myeself . no he loves me more dhen others ddo . he better dhen all my ex . i trust him . i trust myeself too .
all lies .
ii tot of having this relationshipp long n stable . intenting tuhs save money dis few weeks just to buy our couple ring fer the secondd months anniversary .
budd i found oudd all along ii just a substitute of another gal . ii not the gurl he wants all along . i openedd his handdphone inbox n sent message . andd i foundd oudd all along he have been hiding things from me . he can't tell me whardd hiis xin shi . instead of telling me , he told a girl call yan . he told her
" wo hen xin gu . wo ai de ren bu ai wo . " at 1st Aug whardd is this ?! haahaas . telling yan i never loves him or that girl dunch loves him . ):
ii remember clearly that dayy we din even quarell .
ii duno whardd to ddo budd lies there cry . he wake up . n backk to bedd din even care of me . well dones .
when he backk to bedd , i get my things packk n walked oud of his room .
i saw hiis dadd sitting at the sofa . hiis dadd asked me whye so late haben sleep . i told him . ehs . nothing . (: i going home now . his dadd asked me whye ? . repliedd quarrel with weijie . hiis dadd said . whye keep quarrel . i told him dunno . nothing (: dhen i went to toilet dhen went home ler . i went to a nearby 7-11 bought a bottles of water n packk of cigg . dhen went to tbp i sit at there staring in the sky andd askedd myself whye ? whye im a substitute . am i really a substitue . mayyb im wrong . whye dunch ii waiit fer him wake up n ask him .
ii just want him to tell me . am i really a subsitute . iif i am . ii kknoeww whardd to ddo . iif ii not . ii hope he can tell me all his xin shi next time .
whardd i can ddo is waiit fer him to wakke uup .
i dunch wish too .
budd i haf too .
cos all along he never loves me .
ii loves him . that whye i dunno how to sayy oudd dis 3 word .
bud he can .
few weeks ago my six sense gimme a feeling he dunch love me .
i told myeself . no he loves me more dhen others ddo . he better dhen all my ex . i trust him . i trust myeself too .
all lies .
ii tot of having this relationshipp long n stable . intenting tuhs save money dis few weeks just to buy our couple ring fer the secondd months anniversary .
budd i found oudd all along ii just a substitute of another gal . ii not the gurl he wants all along . i openedd his handdphone inbox n sent message . andd i foundd oudd all along he have been hiding things from me . he can't tell me whardd hiis xin shi . instead of telling me , he told a girl call yan . he told her
" wo hen xin gu . wo ai de ren bu ai wo . " at 1st Aug whardd is this ?! haahaas . telling yan i never loves him or that girl dunch loves him . ):
ii remember clearly that dayy we din even quarell .
ii duno whardd to ddo budd lies there cry . he wake up . n backk to bedd din even care of me . well dones .
when he backk to bedd , i get my things packk n walked oud of his room .
i saw hiis dadd sitting at the sofa . hiis dadd asked me whye so late haben sleep . i told him . ehs . nothing . (: i going home now . his dadd asked me whye ? . repliedd quarrel with weijie . hiis dadd said . whye keep quarrel . i told him dunno . nothing (: dhen i went to toilet dhen went home ler . i went to a nearby 7-11 bought a bottles of water n packk of cigg . dhen went to tbp i sit at there staring in the sky andd askedd myself whye ? whye im a substitute . am i really a substitue . mayyb im wrong . whye dunch ii waiit fer him wake up n ask him .
ii just want him to tell me . am i really a subsitute . iif i am . ii kknoeww whardd to ddo . iif ii not . ii hope he can tell me all his xin shi next time .
whardd i can ddo is waiit fer him to wakke uup .
8/04/2007 05:13:00 AM
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