Wednesday, September 12, 2007
not onlyy he thiink we are drifting apart budd me too .
keep telling myself his aunt is in hospital . he gotta be there to take turn to look after his aunt . so there won't bbe time for us . we will be fine as last time . ):
when ever ii reflectedd . our relation condition not good at all . totally not good . lots of quarrel we haf as well as happiness . when ever ii thiink of all those unhappy things or endding . ii will see all mms n sms he give me . how sweet we are . how lovely we are . ):
dunno how he feel down . budd ever we quarrel ii will tell myself . is my fault again . ii hurt again . ii getting to evil . whye am ii doing that to a guy to love me so much . ii feel so sorry .
ii dunno do ii love him anymore . he hurt me lots too budd not as many as ii hurt him ):
ii hate the feeling of go home alone .can't reach him when ii miss his voice . look and everythings . never receive his msg for almost the whole day .
ii keep it myself just wanna let him kknoeww ii pretty well . ii fine wit whard he decide . things go of different . everything seems to be my fault .
ii went to mac n study middle of night . ii calledd him n told him ii going there . the wayy he talk to me oso coldd . whardd he say was orhs .. xiao xin .. hmmm. ): ii dun really feel the care of his .
wibb bits of sadness ii continues my journey .
ii ask him to ask himself ddo he feel my love . he want me to ask myself . ddo ii love him . ii dunno how to reply this . maybe whenn he is gone dhen ii will start to regret not treasuring him .
ii start to give oudd . after the quarrel yst . ii tell him to gimme cooling period . cooling period end on the dayy his aunt recover .
maybe days later ii will tell him the finally ans .
我爱他就要给他幸福.
我不能给他就让别人去给他幸福.
他会活的更快乐更幸福.
我会笑笑的离开他因为不想让他看到我的伤心,知道我的心痛
谢谢你一路陪我走. 是我不会珍惜你.
浪漫故事的结局众是伤心的.
9/12/2007 05:09:00 PM
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