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Friday, October 12, 2007

I GIVE UUP .
maybbe ii just so useless . ii give uup everythinq . (: . thou is not only his fault partly oso my fault . ii dunno whardd to saidd from the moment the incident happen . whardd he did is read whard the guy sendd mye . he din even read whard ii sendd to the guy . he just angry me n walked awayy . wit full of angerness de wo used mye hairclipp (so thing like choppstiick ) throw at his head . ii dunn know whether it hit his head not .
ii took mye thing oudd of the room . ii call him when ii at the first floor . ii questioned him .
QUESTION : -
  • do iue trust me ?
  • whard do iue wants me to do actually ?
  • so whardd now ?

his REPLY was :-

  • hai hao narhs .
  • nothinq . yarhs lah is mye fault
  • nothinq . ddo wharddever as iue like bahs .
  • anything .. anything .. anythingg ..

aft that ii went to paris ris parkk to be alone as well as letting him to cool down . n mean well ii sort the thinq he unhappy abt . budd he just toldd him he dun wish to go back to the chalet anymore . he want to be alone . ii askkedd him to stay at the chalet andd waiit for me . he shooted me i can dun wan to go back the chalet now . whye can't he ? .. ii ll .

whard hurts the most is the next question ii gonna ask him .. ii ask him more then 3 times ! . whard iue want now ? guess whardd he reply .. he dun want anything just want a lighter . everythings does not belong to him . even his gf cha sai him . X/3 . ii din even haf the intention of cha sai him . is all the well that guy wanna jio me . ii keep asking him the question n ii keep repeating . ii never never haf the intentation of cha sai him . if ii really want to cha sai iue i won't be here today . ii went backk home n come down special becos of iue ? T_T . haiish iit just hurt me so much ..

the whole incident ii felt like ii lost a every exp item . lost . dunno whardd to ddo . 心痛但是哭不出来. since he dun trust me . i think is useless be together again also . so ii choose to let him go .

ii dunno whether any mapler will come here readd my blog budd ii must thank to people that concern me yst . (:





10/12/2007 03:05:00 AM