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Saturday, April 05, 2008

I LORVE TO BEAT THOSE TOOPID PEOPLE WHO CUT HIS HAND !

THIS IS WHARDD I DID AFTER I REALISE HE CUT HIS HANDD !

*TWIST* bendanGERALD (: who ask iue cut !!?!

the day ii gort hurt and ii shall cheer myeself up .! (:

4 April 2oo8 ` i become 2nd cousin . ehhs . another meaning is i have 2 cousin !
should be happy or sad ? the dayy before his brithdayy im hurt by friends . and late the dayy i lost mye elmO . a person i fallen recently . =X

i just came back from dhe hospital. went to see mye cute cousin . (: he looks so cute . and hhe like me lorves to sleep like rot .(:

i snap secertly when mye aunt breast feedinq him =X . hees . don't think too no porno . * bleahs *

anyway mye aunt ward is just like chalet . how i wish went i give birth i also got this chance stay in that ward :S

anyways .. somethinq surprise me todayy . as i say earlier on i disowned all mye gans . i saw 1 of mye ex gan di , Gary Tan . he is cute bud i din expect he will ask me jie can don't disown me . ): i told him i decided lerhhs lehhs . Gary . dhen my bus came and sayy buhbyes later dhen i come down meet iue guys . (: abt 1 hr later sms abt this matters again . wen i saw his msg he gimme a big surprise . he asked me not to disown him again . i replied him maybe bahs . (:

from yst till now i din even went to lala land im emo the whole night . ever since i knew that he treat me machime sister , mye emo started and well mye tears rolled oud . i believe i really fall in love wit him lerhhs . ): . i hint him alots lerhhs . i hint him that i love him bud he dun even know or actinq blurs nia . cos of him i cryy least 4 times lerhhs . see how important he is in mye mind , heart and eyes . cos of his words, i gave oudd wadd he want me too . cos i dun wish to haf further quarrel . in the end we ended . we ended our contacts . it really turn me into DOWN MOOD . people total me this type of things no hurry wants bud i scare he will leave one dayy . from the start both of us dun pull the distance so close i doubt i won't fall for him too :S .

WHEN I HAVE THE POWER OF LOVES . MYE PIC TURN DIFFERENT FROM WHEN I FALL FROM HEAVEN :S .
WHEN I START TO LORVES HIM



and the moment i started to miss him .......................................................
mye mood turn liddat





can iue see everythings turn so ugly . snap wit broken smile and dead expression .

and now im alone .

l
ast .

this is a small somethings he might and might not realise .


ILOVEHIM NOW ! . ILORVESELMO .




4/05/2008 06:09:00 PM