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Saturday, December 06, 2008

BACK ?

patchedd . is a right choice or ? don't dare to think . telling myself this is the really last time i'm trying this relationship . once i let go .. i never want to steps in another relationship with him .

wondering will we last it or this is for nxt few mths . hmmmm . letting go without tears is bits hard . but i did it . he might be the best in my life but not tht ones i will tolerate for life . whatever he do make me just so touch . letting me know how much he loves me . but this isn't what i want only . ):
im a greedy girl .

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yst was so called our 6th mths finally :) nnd GRATS him ORD lorhhs . lols he might be very happy tht he got this own freedom . (: . he bought me 9 PINK ROSES n 1 YUMMY Fish nnd Co dinner n HORRIBLE drinking n last but not least he let me have the chance to stay in HOTEL 81 for 1 horrible night . ): .

why was i ended there ? For what i rmb was i was drunk ? sort of ? spokes lots of rubbishs . yeas . xspecially vomit this is i nv forget de . my Fish n Co dinner just simply came out liddat . lmaos .
this is the 1st time i was "drunk" until liddat normally i will knw what i said but i said without any thinking . i was so confused until nw . thinking abt let go this relationship worth for me ? just becos of others ? but tht others doesn't means is friends at all . (: im perfectly happy with his friend .

get drunk n he send to hotel 81 . he help me clean up b4 i lie in the bed . heard i vomit till the whole batheroom . lmaos . hahahaas i only knw i do vomit inside .

when i wake up i asked him how much does this room cost yyou . guess how much ? it isn't cheap as others say !!! is 150 per night ! can you imgine ?! IS NOT PER NIGHT SOME MRE IS 12 HRS !!! i was think soooo exp . he also will spent liddat he must be crazy !! hahahs . anyways without thinking i took they tooth brush with paste away n comb away too . lol . tht room was just soooo small . ! and so exp ue think i must take ? hmmms .

whenever i think back how good he treat me i will think tht i will nv found 2nd one . but those probs ard me letting me think tht i dun worth him , he isn't tht type i want de n ofcos i can't get along with his whoever n ever .

maybe one day he gone tht i know how much important he is too me in my life .
leaving him isn't a pain but thinking him is a great pain . ):


KEY ?


MAP ?

MAKE UP ?

yyou are the ones i loved for onces
yyou will be tht person i remember for my whole life
get my pain away from me




12/06/2008 11:16:00 PM