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Monday, February 09, 2009

BURDEN?

IF LOVE GONNA BE BURDEN THEN I NOT GONNA TO CONTINUE THIS ANYMORE .
IM UR BURDEN TO YOU . YEAHS . INDEED . I AM , I KNEW IT . I KNOW I WILL BE YOUR BURDEN ONE DAY , NEVER EXPECTED THIS DAY WILL COME SO SOON (:

BURDEN TO YOU IS A MUST BUT NOT TO ME . IN A RELATIONSHIP AS A GIRLFRIEND TURN INTO A BURDEN OF URS . I'M TOOO FAILURE TO BE YOURS .

HANGING OUR CONVERSION SEEMS TO BE A NEED . THINK THERE NO NEED FOR US TO HAVE ANY MORE CONVERSION . EXPLANATION NEEDED ? I DON'T THINK SO TOO .

WHO I WANNA HANG WITH ? WHO I GOING DATE WITH ? YOU NO NEED TO KNOW . I THINK WITHOUT UR FRIENDS OR FAMILY TELLING YOU I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND, YOU JOLLY WELL WON'T KNOW TOO .

IM THE ONE WHO CAUSED TODAY ? I THINK NO AT ALL . IT SHOULD BE WE ARE THE ONE WHO CAUSED TODAY.

8 MONTHS 2 DAY AND 3 HOURS 35 MINS SEEMS TO BE NOTHING TO US ANYMORE . IT JUST SEEMS TO BE ANOTHER PART OF OUR LIFE . INDEED EVER SINCE THE DAY I "CHASED" YOU OFF FROM MY HOUSE . AND EVER SINCE THAT DAY UR GRATEFULL MOTHER SHOUTING ABOUT IS A WRONG FOR ME TO STAY AT HER HOUSE WHENEVER SHE NOT AT HOME .

IM NOT AS THICK SKINS AS PIG HAVE . THERE NO NEED A REASON FOR ME TO STAY THERE TOO . PEOPLE SAYING WAAA . UR THIS RELATIONSHIP LAST SO LONG ARHS . MORE THEN 7 MONTHS LER LEHHS . LAST LONGER ARHS . IM THINKING EEEEEEEEHHHS , MORE THEN 7 MONTHS SO ? WE WON'T BE LASTING FOREVER TOO . WE HAVE TOO MUCH CONFLICT UNTIL WE OWN SELF ALSO CANNOT TAHAN .

I DO TELL YOU I WILL JOLLY WELL LEAVE YOU IF I HAPPEN TO BE YOU BURDEN AND THIS DAY COME . I REALLY TURN INTO UR BURDEN AND I SHALL FCUK OFF . OPENING YOUR MOUTH TO SAY OKKAYS I WILL HELP UR DAUGHTER PAY HER HANDSPHONE BILL IS A BURDEN TO ME TOOO . WHY ? CAUSE I WILL NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU LEAVING ME AND WHEN IM GOING TO PAY IT MYSELF . NOW I GET THE ANSWER (: IS RIGHT NOW , FROM THIS FCUKING IRRITATING MOMENT .

MY HANDSPHONE BILL
INSTALLMENT
PRINCESS ATTITUDE
MY NONSENSE
WANTS
NEEDS
EXPENSES

IS ALL UR BURDEN . THEN I GONNA LAUGH AT YOU .

UNTIL NOW MY HANDSPHONE BILL YOU NOT YET PAY ONCE
SO AS MY INSTALLMENT
PRINCESS ATTITUDE ? YEAHS UE TOLERATE IT FOR 8 MONTHS + WHY? CAUSE U SPOIL ME URSELF .
NONSENSE ? OBVIOUS WITHOUT YOU DOTE ME UNTIL LIDDAT WILL I GET THE CHANCE TO TAKE ALL THOSE THING FOR GRANTED
WANTS AND NEEDED ? EXCEPT THT DIAMOND NECKLACE WHEN DID YOU GRANT MY NEEDS AND WANTS ? OOPS . THT DIAMOND NECKLACE OSO YOUR PRESENT AS DUNNO WHEN ANNI .

OHHS YA I FORGET YOU ALWAY GRANTED ME EATING FOOD AS I LIKE .

I KNEW YOU TOLERATING ALOTS . AND I KNEW I COULD'T TREAT YOU GOOD SO I DUN BUY WADEVER I WANT TO BUY UE WAT U NEEDED . A HANDSPHONE AND A BRANDED PEN TO PRESENT URSELF BETTER . AND AS UE SAY UE WANT GIRLFRIEND TO BUY UE BOXES . DID I GET YOU ? MY HSE DON'T HAVE UR BOXES I BOUGHT FOR YOU TOOO . I OFFEN WASTE SUCH MONEY ON YOU JUST BECAUSE I KNOW I CANNOT TREAT YOU GOOD ANYMORE AND JUST WANT YOU TO HAPPY FOR THAT LITTLE MOMENT THEN LETTING MYSELF TO HAVE THINGS I CRAVING FOR .

YOU DON'T KNOW WHY ? AND THANKFUL FOR IT BUT STARTED TO SAY ME ONLY KNOW TO WASTE MONEY THEN KEEP IT .

THANKS FOR SCOLDING ME AND LETTING ME KNOW IM UR BURDEN . I WON'T WANT TO SAY BREAK BUT WAITING FOR TIME TO PASS AND TREAT UE AS NOTHING .
CAUSE I KNEW IF I SAY BREAK I WILL TRY ALL MY BEST TO ASK UE BACK . INSTEAD I WANT MYSELF TO KNOW YYOU NO LONGER WANT ME . NO NEED TO BE SOO THICK SKIN AND ASK UE BACK . (:

NOT GOING TO SAY BREAK NEVERMIND I CAN ALWAY TREAT AS I WAITING FOR UR CALLS . BUT IF UR CALLS IS TO FIND ANOTHER QUARREL TO PROVE THAT YOU RIGHT SAVE IT THEN . IF YOU CALL TO TELL ME SOME THING NICE OR RATHER WE COULD END THIS NONSENCE I WILL ENTERTAIN UE . (:

I WILL ALWAYS WANT TO TOLERATE PEOPLE WHO OFFEN SAY BAD BEHIDE YOU AND DEFEND YOU UNLESS THOSE PEOPLE ISN'T MY WHO . BUT YOU ? WILL ONLY KNOW TO BLAME ME FOR ALL THIS .

GIRLFRIEND NEEDED YOU CAN GO FIND THOSE FRIEND TO INTRO YOU 1 .
COMPANY NEEDED THEY WILL ALWAY BE THERE TO ACCOMPANY UE
SO THERE NO REASON FOR ME TO STAY AND WILLING TO LET UE CRITICIZE

IN MY EYES YOU NEVER TURN INTO A PERSON I DON'T LIKE
AND WHENEVER FEEL YOU I CAN REALLY DON'T BOTHER HOW MUCH THING I HAVE TO DO .
AND OFCOS I WILL NV LIKE UE PUT ME AS A BURDEN OF URS .
EITHER I WILL GO CRITICISE HOW BAD YOU ARE OR WHATSOEVER .

IF UR GONNA THINK I WILL REGRET BECAUSE I CAN'T FIND ANOTHER MAN THAT TOLERATE MY PRINCESS ATTITUDE I CAN TELL YOU I WILL NEVER (:


IF LOVE IS TO HURT
I PROMISE
I WILL NEVER WANT TO GET BOY
IF YOU WILL TURN INTO MY REGRET
I WILL MAKE SURE
YOU WORTH ME REGRET AT .
I WILL TAKE TIME TO HEAL MY LIFE
BUT NOT MY LOVE .
CAUSE WE ARE TIRED OF BOTH
AS YOU SAID .
AS WE ARE TIRED OF HURTING WORDS WE HAVE NO LOVE .




2/09/2009 03:27:00 AM