From the start I thought we have the same chemistry and thinking as well as goal . tht e reason for us to be together over peoples . In the end , i pretty wrong to have this . whyy ? cause is he aint the guy i looking for . and ii aint tht girl he want too .

maybe years ago yes . i am . but no longer now . im just like those girl who get deeply hurts once and remain a deep deep scar behide it . many people turns to bisexual or les but not me .

He tolerating for me 7 mths and me ? just started to change weeks ago but he did not realise . I knew I nv be the same as last time . tht little princess role he put me in . tht stubborn lil nonsense girl . his expectation was too big and making me tooo scare and tired of it .

as me ... my nonsense he already get sick of it . well well other wayy he tolerate enffu of it .

Loving someone isn't easy at all . alot of things can involved . alots of outsider comment also get involve to us .

What I can said is i appreciated him as i know . and he really do me good . what he do ? I still in the darkness for so long . i put men in death sentences is he the one who make me think another way round . All the while i tot i already overcome my ex . I'm ready to start a fresh . Until I have him i realise no . I let my ex go but not the way he lie to me , his empty promise to me and he treatment to me too . Everything seems so messy but he willing to accompany me to overcome his everythings . NW ? everthing seems to be part of my life but we have the tot of having our life not to be together ...

7 mths later his turn to get a steady job and is my turn to go back school and get a higher cert . he said loud and clear i will support ue as i can . NO he never . he left with no money . totally no money for me . A LOUD AND CLEAR OF ALLOWANCE WILL BE GIVEN TO ME MONTHLY AND WILL BE GIVEN $200 AS ALLOWANCE . MY CIGG WILL BE SUPPORTED BY UE TOO . LOL . all this is b4 working . after working ? $200 not given but cigg is supported . my wants is a needed to me . but no you can't afford too . leting me learn driving is a doubt to me . i hate empty promise . andd ue told me you afraid to break my bubbles , my expectation from ue . but ue ever things a tiny lil thing ue also break numbers of times ?. is i never put in heart cos there no point keeping all this .

you love me but ue can keep repeat my bad point and abt me ? i knew ue are a person who alway make empty promises andd use to be more er xin then past . ue want to me to describle how er xin he is . i will nv success to tell ue how er xin ue are . cos my loves overcome ur bad point . but ue ? can keep telling me tht i this tht this lousy . and keep repeating . IM TIRED .

I'M STRESS BY MY THINGS , YOU AND STUDY . AND YOU ? STRESS ABT UR MOTHER , WORK AND ME .

you pay money for ur home expenses but ue not using much . yes you need to pay ue need to pay least 200 for ur home bills .

then me ? i not working . i need you to temp fill up my need . i need a new bed + frame and boxes as well as cabinet . ue promised me in the end ? ue dun have much money left to buy all this things . yes . all is my probb .

i expecting all this from you cos ue tell me a word PROMISE . but ue think in my mind all is money all is ur money .

TOLD ME I ALWAYS WANT UR MONEY . I EXPECT YOU TO GIVE ME ALL UR MONEY . INSIST YOU TO CREATE A I BANKING YOU THINK I WANT TO TAKE UR MONEY AWAY . IS JUST THT I WANT YOU TO HAVE ENFFU SAVING FOR MARRIED ASAP AND STOP WASTING SO MUCH MONEY ON ME . IN THE END ..... ALL THIS THINGS MAKE INTO I WANT TO TAKE UR MONEY AWAY .

MAKING ME LIKE A PROSITUTE OUT AT THE STREETS THT START TO BLUFF / CHEAT PEOPLE MONEY . IF REALLY NEEDED TO DO THAT MUST WELL I GO BLUFF / CHEAT AH PEI MONEY . THEY HAVE MORE CPF THEN UE .

I PROVODE YOU ? WHY NOT SAY UE START TO SAY ME LIKE ONE 1ST . YOU TIRED OF ME . IM TIRED OF EVERYTHINGS TOO . IM TIRED OF UR COMPLAINING, UR REPLIED , UR EMPTY PROMISE AND ALL THOSE NASTY THINKING FOR URS .

you alway say i dun want change then abt ue ? if i nv think of moving on faster i won't want tht to happen . i can simply don't bother abt ur money ur everything . i have never want to depend on guy ever since wj is ue who make me think tht i'm wrong . now , is the fact tht whether i'm attached anot also not supposed to depend on men cos i will nv have a chance to shout out loud whenever talk abt mouth . ue make me like a girl who despo for GUY MONEY .

i nv want a guy tht cannot "handle" me and will think tht im such person will want to "eat" his moneyy . we totally don't suit to be together anymore . my words disgusted you either your words too .

my good will make ue think tht i'm using ue then wad is the point of been together .

if ue dunno how to appreciate my exist then let other do . anyway many people out there saying tht im a lousy and bad girlfriend . and you scare no more girls will fall for ue mehs ? want girlfriend UR GOOD FRIENDS will jolly well get ue nice and good girlfriend . and ue can find a better one went ue working . (: