Friday, April 03, 2009

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To hi : yes . i'm demanding . i demand to have the best of he can give . what can he give me ? Give me a father for my child ? 500 for my child to delivery ? what else ? LOLS . responsible ? 1st time father ? so trying to say i not responsible enough ? and i'm not 1st time been pregnant ? enough of all this . I get enfu of insulting . no people is in the right place to say me . I'm either doubting ue are either jian xiong or mummyboyy . cos of he i must get people insult . i'm bloody worse then a prositute . this is his whole family commented . i loves it . i dun think as a girl who worse then a prositute need any poor fcuk man to support . i more suit to pay everything myself . i get very very very tired of all this . leave me alone ....

he is sick ? while me ? 3 meals i only can eat 1 meal . why ? cause i'm suffering alone . who will be there when i vomit ? when i feel bloated and vomitting ? even when i need a pair of ears . no people . decision is made by me . so i decided not to give my kid a father . in the further i will tell my kid how his family insulted me . and how they saying ue . my poor lil baby is a bastard . another wayy round he is son of the bitch . (: i agree . he have to suffer this insulted sentence the whole life . cause his mother is worse then a bitch or even a slut .

every single words i wrote with tears who know ? how hard and pain i have who know ? moral support ? i no need tht . yes financial is a problem to me . and i needed money badly . but i no need anyone to pity and give me .

high fever ? so ? if he can't be the one start caring about my 2mth unborn baby and me then stop dreaming i will bother with his high fever . if i can stand strong and choose my following path myself . he can stand strong and continue his life with his mama too .

his responsiblity to me is important from the beginning . his everything single actions and words is important too . now i don't feel tht anymore . he is nothing to me except marmie boyy and i'm nothing to him expect bitch . his parents can scold me until so disgusted and he can agree with them . so be it . i no need everythings from him . save all this money for praying his next love life will be better and pray for himself to be healthy . (:

creating problems ? i think no more . this is my blog my world . ue can sue me if you want too . i can stand letting ue sue until my family is bankrupt . since i not going to have a contact with him and there no more problems . he dun call me and i dun call him . everything end liddat . i pay for my stupid act and i will teach my kids never be like me . tht it .

once again a reminder ...
I'm Miss Peh Hui Zhen Exanne not Mrs Ng Peh Hui Zhen Exanne . so things from now is my own problems .

thanks for donating ur sperms to me . (: i will tell my kid you donated to me . until he grow up . stop worry . (: my kid will know he have a father tht want him to becoming Ng's family kid by just $500 delievery fee . :D
you job now is to leave me alone and let me stay at my hse peacefully by not forcing me to stay in IMH . i must thank your act to go there checkup . i even need to go alot of place .

if you really his friend then please leave here ... if you are here standing a friend of mine position . then thank for spenting ur time here todayy . i don't need extra comment anymore . i'm tired to keep repeating why am i like this .
yes i will hate him for my rest of life . and he will be the one my next lover will blame at . just like what he is doing when he with me . jealous a butterfly ? now you no who to jealous this butterfly cos following is 恨 (hen, hate).

我恨我爱你 . 因为我的爱, 你才能把我当傻瓜.
你带给我的伤是你不能预料.

everything goes with my wrong . i trusted you . HAHAHS . you keep ask me why i can't trust why i can't trust you fully . cause im afraid i will end up with this .

To passerby: why i ended in police station . cos i cannot face all this insulted and problems . i'm tired and wants to give up .
i dun worth any cents i'm tired of living here . facing and cleaning other shit . commit suicide not success so let the polices bring to the station question .

all my fault . i serve myself right . i know tht .
leave me alone . Justin Ng Wei Wen and his friends . i no need all this anymore . thanks for the past help if you did . i no need any one to pass message . i hope tht guy also will not ask his friend to call me themself .

we not quarrel . we ending all this nonsense . EVERYTHING END WITH MY TRUST . (: NO ONE IN THE FAULT BUT ME . (:
I REALISE ....

4/03/2009 12:52:00 AM